Contrary to how fedi might perceive me I actually have such a deep fear of being disliked in any way and that affects like everything I do
Like it doesn't even matter who it is. Stranger in the street doesn't like me, I'm thinking about that for weeks. Close friend disapproves of something? Existential crisis.
Have to confront someone who's being shitty? I'd rather die thank you.
Fedi is kinda fun tho, it's like my outlet to get over that in a way.
