exactly at what point of internet fame, measured in subscribers/followers/average view count/whatever you want, does creepy internet stalkers become a viable concern
say like, above 15% for any person that comes and talks to you has a chance of being that guy and their target is you is the point i'd consider "maybe something to worry about"
it really doesn't help that everytime this guy's begged for a vc, it's been one-sided as fuck where i just fucking ramble about shit until he falls asleep, and he's always trying to push me to find a method of transport and to meet-up in real life
also allegedly claims to have a girlfriend, yet lusts after me, and also a boyfriend who would be jealous if they found out this guy and i were together
and i decided to watch this weird ass meme video he sent after i woke up, which is just a shitty song that's like "i gave you my heart" and "i was just a shoulder to cry on"
maybe i'm the type of guy who pushes away people who would be friends because i become very overly critical of their behaviors, but i genuinely don't believe at any point in my life have i ever done that to someone who didn't deserve it
especially when this entire time, i looked at every red flag and went, "nah he's probably just weird, i'll still lend 'em an ear"
another fucking pet peeve was when i talked about my pixiv getting banned for possibly the ai dogshit art i generated (literally so bad, it's funny), and he went like "yeah they use real cp as reference, no wonder your account got banned"
when that wasn't what i fucking said at all? that what i uploaded that was ai art looked like something or someone in chernobyl survived and lived for 10 years in the radiation because it was fucking funny?
and also, he seemed completely fuckin' fine with the fact that he basically just went in presuming i generated illegal shit with illegal means, as in AI-CSEM with whatever ai tools might have been using them as reference?
as weird and retarded as i am, i strive to change for the better, not choosing to stay in this weird fucking pit of degeneracy of wanting to lust over me
not fucking "wolfy," because he's been asking for irl pics of me on onlyfans, and clearly after sending me a ph video of a guy using a dildo to please himself, i highly doubt my design of my character is what's turning him on more than
i treated this guy's weird fucking antics as a joke, because every fucking vtuber has that one weirdly lustful viewer or several
but holy crap, every single fucking time this guy speaks within my vicinity, it's always fucking "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC"
and whether it's in my chat, server, or in VC, it's always "gimme a kiss" and other shit like that
there's a strange lack of variety and i both find it boring and annoying, and if any change was present, it was in intensity rather than in range, because again, i have to beg the question of when did i ever say i was interested in gay porn?