i guess that's the real reason i'd never succeed as a vtuber or an artist: i'm supposed to make others happy whether or not i am
and now i feel like the line "you should only do this if you love this" is fake
if it's money, you may as well try your hand at it, and if you're good at it, then you'll be able to live without having to break your wrists
no one goes to work at a warehouse, fast food, or customer service because they love it
it's just that if anyone goes into this shit expecting anything more than hard labor for money, it's not going to feel good, and it particularly sucks for a job that involves having love for what you do
also kinda fucked up how my job's corporate niggers wants to fire unenthusiastic employees, even the ones in the back that don't interact with customers, despite the career life there basically being nothing but back-breaking and unloving
jobs that require love are not valued, jobs that don't are demanded to have love