i remember why being a youtuber/vtuber interested me to begin with as well
i saw funny clips and moments of just having fun, and i thought, "i wanna experience that too!" and maybe i'd also find people who i can always have fun with too
instead i get some gay parasocial fan, some guy on kick that stalks whenever i stream to spam random insults, weird idolization of what i believe, and learning how monotonous humanity is
