Sub works to get you away from stupidity...but eventually there's a freezing cold turkey in your life somewhere. The longer you stick with the sub the harder it will be.
The easiest way is walking away from all the other people that assist you in self medicating for a while, until the day you're strong enough to see them and not care.
Yeah, I was like patient zero for Fentanyl, I was sucking the juice out of those patches when they were brand new decades ago. Probably should've died. Doctors asked me how I wasn't dead with how much I was taking and didn't even seem high. I said, "because I'm not a pussy". They told me I would never detox, I said, "I will, because I have a reason to, and I'm not a pussy." I showed those assholes. One of the best points I ever proved.
Also, that whole industry of powerlessness behind drug addiction is absolute fucking poison. They keep everyone addicted by lying to them.
The bottom line is you're the complete opposite of powerless, and beating yourself up and saying you're a fucking addict for life and removing all personal responsibility is the worst thing anyone can possibly do.
It's not in anyone else's hands but yours whether you decide to wake up and live a better life where you're not slave to your demons. Anyone can do it, and like most things, you have to endure some pain and hardship to reap the benefits of far greater things.
The medical industry needs to stop giving people excuses like "you're predisposed to being a fat fuck" or "you're genetically likely to be a junkie or a drunk". None of that shit matters. All that matters is that you have willpower and a reason to live a better life. Literally anyone CAN do it. The question is how much do you want to?
