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ninja8tyu

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I do whatever I want.

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proud dad

18+ ninja8tyu,
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ninja8tyu,
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oh?

ninja8tyu, to random
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so...

did horses get called horses because someone from another world had normal horses and saw the horsegirls and called them horses?

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18+ MoeBritannica, to random

I cannot unsee,
Now you must suffer with me.

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@MoeBritannica gotta tag as here

blueknightfrank, to random
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Something nice cooking

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ninja8tyu, to random
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you know, i remembered a reason why i fell in love with anime

when it came to western shows, it was always the stereotypical depictions of things

nerds were weird as fuck, jocks were strong and brash but retarded, teachers didn't care about teaching more than they did cheating and test scores...

you rarely often see a nerd with good looks and who was cool, a jock who was respectful and like a gentle giant, teachers with such passion for teaching and passing down the legacy of knowledge humanity as cultivated...

something that's more prominent with anime

which turns bland in a way, because it's always stories about how the most bland person in existence can get laid with 50 different women

dunno how else to put it

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y'know, i think the wound on my leg is kinda getting more and more fucked up

should i post pics to share how nasty it's gotten? i'd see a doctor, but i don't see the point in managing my transport and times to get it done and dusted

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...eh, not all of the signs happen at the same time, sooooooo

18+ ninja8tyu,
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@Feinmuehrer left: when i got the wound
right: yesterday

length: slightly less than the diameter of a us quarter

slept: nicely and woke up just now

dec 21st

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@Feinmuehrer @Kyonko802 @LolikingSama well, guess i'll set up an appointment

i'll have to see when i'm able to though

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18+ Azur_Fenix, to random
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Went with a weird one this time. Either gunna be really good or REALLY BAD.

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@Azur_Fenix let us know how it is

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ninja8tyu, to random
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kinda fucked up as well after watching the dream video to already be aware that there's at least 2 people i interact with in what feels like a parasocial way

not because i intended to, but honestly, i just treat them like strangers, any other person, not like fans who i just brush off, and even though there's only been maybe 7 people at max who frequented my videos despite my large sub count, maybe that was me inadvertently allowing them to step past a line that others normally drew in very bright and visible colors

but i'm also not the type of person who wants to just call it quits and shut them out right now unless some dumb shit like the stone skiddies happens

ninja8tyu,
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a good way to make me regret learning ai in a single comment

ninja8tyu,
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do i want to rant about this?

yeah, but honestly i don't want to be the one who has to tell him he's behaving disturbingly, because i'm the last person who gets to say that

i remember when i was on tenma's streams making shitty sex jokes and asking her for her to spit on me obnoxiously before i was banned

now this guy comes in and bothers me begging for smooches and gay femboy nude pics on onlyfans

allegedly according to him, he's done similar to pippa and tenma, and he thinks i'm the male version of pippa, but that's slightly irrelevant

he's done the same to both of them because he finds their embarrassment entertaining, not unlike what i've done

if there is a god, the old bastard sent this guy straight to me after my little acts of terror toward phase connect, and the day i see god is the day i kick him in his holy cock and balls with the force of a sledgehammer

the moment he sent me a fuckin' pornhub vid of some "femboy riding a dildo" directly into my dms was the moment all the fuckin' vc moments of him wanting to meet me in person started to become more serious rather than shitty crude jokes

often said something about how you can really only make trustworthy friends with those you meet in person

now, i wouldn't know how to describe why it's off, why it's weird, why it's off-putting and kinda fucked up to send that shit to me in any way with details...

...but i've been pretty goddamn overt with my love of lolis and cunny, and i don't believe for a single fucking moment of my life have i ever implied in any sort of way i'm gay, especially to fucking 3D shit, where i'd in any way, shape, or form, like being sent gay porn

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it's another day ending in y

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ninja8tyu,
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actually, i'd like to know something

exactly at what point of internet fame, measured in subscribers/followers/average view count/whatever you want, does creepy internet stalkers become a viable concern

say like, above 15% for any person that comes and talks to you has a chance of being that guy and their target is you is the point i'd consider "maybe something to worry about"

it really doesn't help that everytime this guy's begged for a vc, it's been one-sided as fuck where i just fucking ramble about shit until he falls asleep, and he's always trying to push me to find a method of transport and to meet-up in real life

also allegedly claims to have a girlfriend, yet lusts after me, and also a boyfriend who would be jealous if they found out this guy and i were together

and i decided to watch this weird ass meme video he sent after i woke up, which is just a shitty song that's like "i gave you my heart" and "i was just a shoulder to cry on"

maybe i'm the type of guy who pushes away people who would be friends because i become very overly critical of their behaviors, but i genuinely don't believe at any point in my life have i ever done that to someone who didn't deserve it

especially when this entire time, i looked at every red flag and went, "nah he's probably just weird, i'll still lend 'em an ear"

another fucking pet peeve was when i talked about my pixiv getting banned for possibly the ai dogshit art i generated (literally so bad, it's funny), and he went like "yeah they use real cp as reference, no wonder your account got banned"

when that wasn't what i fucking said at all? that what i uploaded that was ai art looked like something or someone in chernobyl survived and lived for 10 years in the radiation because it was fucking funny?

and also, he seemed completely fuckin' fine with the fact that he basically just went in presuming i generated illegal shit with illegal means, as in AI-CSEM with whatever ai tools might have been using them as reference?

as weird and retarded as i am, i strive to change for the better, not choosing to stay in this weird fucking pit of degeneracy of wanting to lust over me

not fucking "wolfy," because he's been asking for irl pics of me on onlyfans, and clearly after sending me a ph video of a guy using a dildo to please himself, i highly doubt my design of my character is what's turning him on more than

i treated this guy's weird fucking antics as a joke, because every fucking vtuber has that one weirdly lustful viewer or several

but holy crap, every single fucking time this guy speaks within my vicinity, it's always fucking "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC," "VC"

and whether it's in my chat, server, or in VC, it's always "gimme a kiss" and other shit like that

there's a strange lack of variety and i both find it boring and annoying, and if any change was present, it was in intensity rather than in range, because again, i have to beg the question of when did i ever say i was interested in gay porn?

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ninja8tyu,
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OH MOTHERFUCKER, HOW DID I GET INTO A PARASOCIAL RELATIONSHIP

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ninja8tyu, to random
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there's a manga about confucious turning into a vtuber

it's fucking cursed, i love it

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ninja8tyu, to random
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IS THIS FUCKING REAL LMFAO?

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ninja8tyu, to random
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i want to move to taiwan

it's more based

ninja8tyu,
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@LolikingSama pussies running the government and jews are why

hopefully taiwan won't be suffering the same

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this is a game

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ninja8tyu,
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@DarkKnightDaisy this is literally art

a fucking shitpost contrasting a bull and a wolf with a cow and puppy, then a fucker named "POSITIVITYman" comes in with the most vile shit they could to spew at a person's daughter

Kyonko802, to random
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@Kyonko802 whew

ninja8tyu, to random
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...

new waifu.

ninja8tyu,
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WOAH...

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ninja8tyu, to random
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...hm

would watching vtubers be a good way of immersion learning japanese?

i know i learned a few things from watching chinese/taiwanese youtubers/vtubers before

since they don't have subs, i have to basically listen

had to do with some "i wanna be the guy" chinese youtuber videos i watched

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ninja8tyu, to random
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i saw a youtooz thing or whatever

and i couldn't help but think to myself, i wouldn't want to buy such items, ever, because i'd have no utility for them

most people would buy them for the collection and stuff (others might find more fascinating uses, such as in-tandem with a glass jar), but personally, it's not worth the money to buy it, unless i happened to want to study the craftsmanship of it if i wanted to make my own

i imagined myself spending money on a figure if it hid a shank or had hidden storage compartments or built-in weapons or tools though

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>there will be no demon equivalent in our world

heehee

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ninja8tyu,
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@Ronnie21093
Toaru Ossan no VRMMO Katsudouki
とあるおっさんのVRMMO活動記
A Certain Middle-Aged Man's VRMMO Activity Log

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i want to fuck this cat

ninja8tyu,
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i'm actually going to rape this cat

ninja8tyu,
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this piece of shit game actually went to south 2 until i hit dead last

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soon

ninja8tyu,
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holy FUCK

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you know, i had a feeling i'd lose because someone was getting too many honor tiles, but boy i didn't expect to get fucking railed by everyone

i get the feeling this game will favor certain players at certain times to keep them engaged, or maybe i suffer from skill issue

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THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS ON THE LAST ROUND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

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for some odd reason, i got disconnected, and these are the results

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this cat is in need of a fucking

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