scathach, 4 months ago

@icedquinn Nitrogen asphyxiation

nyx, 4 months ago

@scathach @icedquinn thanks :comfythumbsup:

scathach, 4 months ago

@nyx @icedquinn I'd cry :(

icedquinn, 4 months ago

@scathach @nyx i don't think i'd tell anyone :comfy:

Arcana, 4 months ago

@icedquinn @nyx @scathach Even if they don't directly know you'd killed yourself, they'd still notice the absence and be incredibly sad over that with the added element of zero closure

icedquinn, 4 months ago

@Arcana @nyx @scathach nobody.. actually looks for me, blob.

i've disappeared for weeks and virtually nobody asked. my supposed friends might or might not notice because the server maid account stopped responding, but certainly not because they message me to chat or anything.

family would first find something to complain about (because that's all life is now; hello good morning the floor is dirty / take out the trash / ugh you didn't do this nag i just came up with), they might take about 8-12 thinking i'm asleep, probably peek in eventually to complain about something.

i think you overestimate how much people actually care that i exist :blobcatadorable:

Arcana, 4 months ago

@icedquinn @nyx @scathach I do think there would be people who cared

icedquinn, 4 months ago

@Arcana @nyx @scathach meh i messaged one of my blobfrens about the ttrpg he was arranging for me to play in and he's just been ignoring me all night.

nobody actually wants 'me' around. they want what they can get from me.