@meso@allison yeah
im just pathetic and worthless so transitioning to cope
of course it doesn't change anything
also as a kid i wanted to be gril so i also did it to make younger me proud or something lol
@paula9@meso And do you know why you struggle with basic tasks? If I felt like deluging myself in walls of cope, I could (entirely justifiably!) say I'm a pathetic waste as well for the same reasons but the reality is obviously way more complicated than that and I have zero doubt in your situation it is too. (and trust me on this one, however bad you think you are, I'm orders of magnitude worse)
@paula9@meso OK, so that then! It's a more than satisfactory explanation and given time and experience also goes a long way to explaining the gender dysphoria as well. Also, serious question, when is the last time you brushed your teeth or took a shower?
@allison@paula9@meso he knows less than nothing about anything, he's the most mentally ill and out of touch person i've met on here, by far, and thats saying something
i used to find him fine to be around but now that he's in this weird mental episode he's been in for a while, he's just fucking insufferable and always has to bring up his baseless inaccurate presumptions
i dot remember when this started exactly but i remember asking him if he had schizotypal and i shared some concerns with some others. he ofc denied it and went on this long tanget about how im actually a bad person and somehow over this like 30 minutes call he gave no actual reason and every time id ask him he'd either complain he already explained or go on some entirely unrelated rant, mostly claims about me and lucy that just, were untrue? shit that literally never happened? and somehow this describes why im bad for him? it was so bizarre, and while he's calmed down he still very much acts like, idk, some level of this same episode. it's honestly quite worrying and i wonder what the fuck could have triggered this
@straw@paula9@allison i never went on this long tangent about the schizotypal shit? even you pointed out having symptoms of something doesnt mean you have it and they can be acquired behaviors. I don't even care if I'm schizotypal or not, it's kind of a silly label.
and I never said you're a bad person, I said you're bad for me. you have a shitty influence on me is all, and I'm not sure why you feel so strongly about me telling you that. I've actually just reached complete happiness, not because I stopped talking to you lol but that definitely helped with reaching it.
@f_o_u_r_t_y@paula9@straw@meso honestly I am going to say, regardless of whether meso personally is or not, probably something like half of the people I regularly interact with on here are schizotypal or would be classed as such if the full extent of their activities was known and they submitted for a formal diagnosis (and I'm not excluding myself from this either)
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